(This page may contain affiliate links from which I will earn a commission, at no extra cost to you.) "God," I silently prayed in 2017 as I walked around the neighborhood for what seemed like the 100th time, trying to hold on to my sanity. "I thought I had everything I needed to be happy. You've blessed me with so many things. Why am I still not happy? What's wrong with me?" I thought I had checked all the "boxes" that I had mentally prepared for myself. I had a good life, b
